horror_writer43

Let me start off by stating who I am, I'm a single disabled father of 4 wonderful young daughters. I cant walk very well most days, so gaming is my only real escape. Today I spent 15 hours playing today off and on. I was in a small building the last time, a zombie made it inside, I shot him and right after I pulled the trigger the second time, the server dropped me, I lost 15 hours worth of loot, that's twice today, and some of the stuff was pretty damn good for me. I cant stand having to restart from scratch every damn time. I don't even under stand how to use the map, much less get where the hell I want to go... This is making for a very horrible game play. Even more so when the noobie killers jump me right off talking insults and chasing me around to club me to death. In this game I am a noob, I except this. I love these types of games, but hate losing everything I worked so damn hard for to some server glitch. Is there any damn way to recover my losses, or find a server that isn't full of noob killing a-holes who just get joy out of other peoples loss and pain.