Humanity

[kopo79 426]

Played in: Day X - Zombie Apocalypse Survival
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Chapter 1:
God’s Creations:

I really  trust people and their kindness.
For me, it`s defining humanity.
kindness is in center of all.

Even in this bad times,end of the world,the apocalypse,whatever is called,
i want to believe kindness of people.
Not everyone here can be thiefs and murderers.really?Ive been wandering this wasteland for years and it seems,that everyone
has turned in those monsters,some wicked gods creations.
They have lost their humanity,thats sure.But im gonna prove to myself that humanity exists.
I need to meet someone to prove it to myself.
Maybe i end up dying and violently robbed...Yes,there is risk...but i have my beliefs.

Im been visiting in towns lately.
Not my comfort zone but sometimes it have to be done.
I mainly look for tools because i can use it to my hunting and fishing trips.
I just hate these towns because those monsters have been gathered there and they are many.
Sometime ago i found in  my "tool finding quest" this disposable camera.
Its like you take pictures with it and then send it to some film developer.
Very handy...but,i doubt that there is no single person in this world who
make those pictures to come as photos anymore...but i have something to do when go snapping everything.

Sometimes there is too much going on in my brains,like this morning when visiting town.
there was very much rotten apples at orchard...like some disease have got them also.
Not single fresh apple and i was hungry.
You are always hungry when its comes to apocalypse...sometimes i would even eat worms if i could.
But this time, dried apples was about to fill my stomach.
There i was, eating apples and observing the church what was on the top of the hill.
I was like Adam from the bible,The first human,maybe only human in this case.
Okay,lets call me Adam then...now i have to find Eva...


After my "dried meal" i sneaked through the town towards the church.
Monsters were wandering on streets,without any sense,without humanity.without purpose.
Church was empty...nothing.
But i never had any hopes for food,tools from there.
Near the church,on field...i counted maybe 20 monsters so i deciced to fallback on near house to get myself
warm again...


And like angel fall from the heaven...
I found my Eva...Eva the gun.
How the hell someone left it there?
Maybe guns owner turned to monster,Maybe bullets are all used...no reason to carry guns anymore.
But i take it for sure.



Wind was getting weaker ,so i decided to go some factory near me.
There got to be some tools there,like knifes or axes.
But somehow i alerted these monsters chasing me.
I escaped in some guardhouse.
they tried to climp through windows and walls to get my blood.
and i was keeping door closed with all my power.
One even managed to climp inside my safehouse but i managed cut it with my knife.
It felt down there on floor.
I was still stuck there because there was about twenty of them in outside.
I stayed whole night there.


Maybe by the morning,monsters have vanished and i can continue my search for humanity...the other person.
I took some picture from these monsters for someone,who may find my camera and my memory book.
But hey...you...who is reading...last picture is most important...

its gonna defining the "humanity".
And you gonna take it...


Chapter 2:
I could eat a horse.

Managed to get out of that guardhouse at early morning.
Those monsters was doing their own things at near forest.I have noticed that they cant see very good when its dim.
So that was my time to escape from there.
I had to cancel my tool searching quest for a while because my shoes was going to broke.
I usually carry one pair of shoes in my backpack just for emergency and just change the shoes from my feet to the new ones.
And today i founded same model of shoes what i broked.
i was happy because they are made for me...warm and fits perfectly to my feet...when i founded the new shoes,it maked me go singing.
Really...im not lying.So happy i was...Little bit singing and you dont remember anymore that whole society went down to hell.
 

With the new boots on my feet i decided to go direction where i heard some animal sounds.
Sound was coming from the herd of cows.
I wonder how the hell these animals could survive in this world through cold months of winter and why the monsters dont eat these poor animals.
Maybe their blood tastes bad for monsters mouth...But i like the taste of the cow meat.very much...only that i lack is salt,pepper,red wine or beer.
Im not hunter but i have learned that cows are idiots.
They havent learn to run away from me if i approach them with my axe.
Maybe i have the friendly face!
I was so hungry that i could eat the horse...but tonights dinner will be a cow.


Backpack full of meat i could feel coldness and darkness comes.Sun was setting.
I needed to go in shelter to make some food for me.
I picked nearest house what was in horizont.
I like to put sometimes fires in middle of the forests but at night...its safer to seek some abandoned house to maintain yourself.
When i entered in that shelter of mine, i saw one thing what i havent seen for months.
Canned food....I say it again...Food that its canned.
Canned foods are great to have in backpack because it lasting edible longer....not like the raw meat.
Sometimes you are in center of situation that you lack foods,tools,shoes but suddenly...you are full of those stuffs.
Future is bright.




I sleeped like a baby.
decided to go more deep in town because the tools is still very much needed.
I saw some movement in mainstreet.
Slowly approached and sneaked to see if its Eva, "Eva the person"

But no...This was dead Eva with rotting skin and hers movement was "laggy" like the old grannies in some tv-shows.
I cursed something in my mind..."All the Evas and peters are dead ones"...
Really...Am i the only normal person here?...It cant be...It would be too cruel!

I named that town to "VILLAGE WITH NO HUMANITY, JUST BRAINLESS ENTITYS"
With the emotion of failure, I left from there and started to move north.
Maybe better places are ahead of the road.


I have allergic nose...It feels that i have always stuffy nose, like something is stuck there.
Travelling outside in fresh autumn weather keeps my nose open...I like really much walking in nature.

Few kilometres from the "VILLAGE WITH NO HUMANITY, JUST BRAINLESS ENTITYS" something interesting was on the road.
It was police vehicle...Left there years ago to rust to colorless peace of junk.
But maybe bullets or gun or something was in there.
This was needed to investigate.
Again i moved slowly as i could.
Managed to go near it but as i opened the door off the vehicle....These bastards noticed my investigation.
I was forced to fight.
adrenaline was going through my body when i was smashing these things to their deserved death.
Two of them get killed and i had broken my hand...Maybe i hitted myself with the pickaxe at the moment of fight of survival.

Yeah...im not Bruce Lee...Very bad at kungfu....but i can run!
I took the roadflare,vest and some shotgun bullets on me and i runned away from there fast as i could.
Never looked back.
I have to be more careful.





My hand was shaking badly because of pain.
No painkillers,no booze.nothing what could ease the pain.
also i was loosing my sense of thought...it was so foggy in my head.
And i was not in singing mood either ,especially when it started to rain heavily.
Didnt want to make my self wet, because then comes coldness,flu and all the problems of the world.

I just moved forward to seek some place to stay and think what to do next.
I ended up some big manor(at least in my thoughts)...
Ignited nice cozy fire there,make some coffee,eat some stakes and just enjoying this happy place of mine.
Nice warm bed,pillow made out of the sheep wool...little shampagne,strawberries
This is where i want to be now.
Then i slept.



Chapter 3:
I am feeling well(lies)


Dear diary...
Nothing new here, just old good loneliness and depression.
After sleeping my "hallusination mansion" i went to the north.
Pain in my arm was cured so i think that it was not broken after all...just sprained i guess.
But im worried...i was feeling nausea this morning and i started to vomit.
Maybe i got some infection from that monster who smashed my arm or then i have been eating some bad food.
Or then that i kept my wellies on my cooking pot where i have my drinking water.
But those wellies was pristine conditition!!!...Yeah,maybe little stinky inside.

Without any medicines for my stomach, ill try to stay at this new mansion of mine for a while.
There is pond near me where i go fishing and i have plenty of water...

Trip to here take me about one day and i visited in some town.
It was not happy place...Terrible actually.
But i found some goodies there..


YES!!!
Its walkie talkie but i think its quite short range.
I also had a battery to it.
As soon as i get my self out of this illness, im gonna test this walkie talkie.
But i need to go higher grounds to get myself heared.

And that town where i was visiting,that terrible place...
It seemed that some massacre was happened there.
There was human skeletons impaled with swords and axes, straight through the skull.
I just hope that they were those monsters at time they get killed and not humans.
But weak as i am, I couldnt grab the axe from the skeletons skull.
It was stuck there like in concrete.
Also there was stinky bodypiles everywh....
Okei...im gonna throw up again.

 

Edited April 5, 2021 by kopo79