kopo79 426 Posted July 19, 2019 (edited) BAD NEWS (A giant zander) Aah...sunrise. It looks every time,hmm,hopeful. Long night, bad sleep and you wait that glimmer what gives you hope. ...And there it is...its like, calling you to live. Yes, i have cancer... It was diagnosed years ago but i just kept going. This outbreak, this cancer...i didn't have other choices than just keep going. Just recently i have felt that maybe the tumors are spreading more aggressively. It's because i keep forgetting things, feeling sad,feeling tired. More bad news for me...Nothing new. But there is sun rising up and i'm gonna make this day just a little bit positive. I have planned this hike to the north for year now but always something else came. Fix the roof...feed the chickens,search for supplies, fix the roof again. But then Rocky died...yes, the chicken's name was Rocky. It died peacefully... But i think that now is right time to go and complete my hike to the Black lake. I'm gonna catch the biggest zander of my life before i'm too weak to do this trip. After inventory, last look towards the God`s house and destination where i was headed. Time to go...This is gonna be sunny and positive day at the middle of apocalypse. . (Played on Intenz hardcore survival server)http://www.dayzintenz.com/ Edited July 27, 2019 by kopo79 3 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
kopo79 426 Posted July 21, 2019 (edited) BAD NEWS (A giant rathole) Sunny and positive day? No. Cold and depressing night? Very much. After visiting some town which name i cant remember...There was some big farms and church...aaand....Never mind, It doesn't matter what town was it but then i went town called Staroye because there was a hospital. My cough was getting worse and maybe some medicine would tranquilize it. Empty hospital? For sure. Maybe this cough is just some state in my cancer thingy... "5 months when its in lungs", is that what doctors said? Goddammit, I'm like my grandmother with his alzheimer...Hmm, maybe not that bad. Yes, but hospital was empty, rain was pouring down and night was getting dark so i decided to stay here for now. Little church gave me some shelter for the night...it was not 5 star hotel, dirty rathole i would say! But i got some sleep there while listening raindrops hammering the roof. Next morning i left the God's rathole to took some breakfast in wild. Then i navigated to the north. (Played on Intenz hardcore survival server)http://www.dayzintenz.com/ Edited July 27, 2019 by kopo79 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
kopo79 426 Posted July 27, 2019 (edited) BAD NEWS (A giant Behemoth) As i traveled towards the Black lake, sometimes i just took my time to look beautiful scenery of the nature and sometimes that all was broken by not so beautiful images of this abandoned world. It felt like this world has a cancer also...But world is not gonna go anywhere.It's gonna survive just fine. That is what nature is...It's designed to survive. I found some medicines for my cough from the old gas station.For once, good news for me. I'm not sure if it helps me at all but i believe it helps my breathing a little.It's easier to travel. Another thing what bothers me is...hmm...When you know that you are alone here...I have seen just one person this year. But when you are alone, you have always feeling that someone is stalking you, following you. Maybe i'm just paranoid. But today, i think i heard gunshot.I was tracking some animal sound near of the hunting grounds...it sounded like giant moose or deer...i don't know what was it. Maybe some monster,like Behemoth from the bible...Maybe world is not designed to survive after all if there is behemoth already roaming the lands. Yeah...Paranoid and too wild imagination. But gunshot was real...it scared the behemoth away. It was scary situation.I don't like guns and i really don't like humans with the guns. Maybe it's easier for people to pull the trigger than say "Hello"...I know,there is always risks to meet someone in the world like this. But hey!...We are humans,we have to trust each others or we all gonna die lonely and sad. But there i was lying on the wet ground and hiding behemoths and murderers. After a hour, i got courage to stand up and continue my travel. I decided to climb on the hill maybe few kilometres away. From there i could spot my surroundings better...Maybe even see the Black lake in horizon. I needed food and a rest at the top of the hill. Again i took the time to just look the beautiful scenery. I was getting close to my primary destination. (Played on Intenz hardcore survival server)http://www.dayzintenz.com/ Edited July 27, 2019 by kopo79 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
kopo79 426 Posted July 27, 2019 (edited) BAD NEWS(A giant worm of the failure) Through the woods i made my travel towards the fishing spot. Black lake...i have heard of stories about big zanders that lives in this lake...and really eating dry raw rice for months makes me sick already...and i'm enough sick already. "Sick of been sick all the time" i would say. One tasty fish...it's been in my mind for long...Beer and coffee...and cigarette and...okey..."stay focus on the fishing now mike" Almost lost and hitting the ruined compass...Something was ahead... After maybe 50 kilometres in the woods and i was there...I really couldn't believe it. I made it.Black lake was even more beautiful to watch...you can't copy scenery as whole on the pictures. I sat down to admire it. This place was also my fathers favorite place to catch some zanders...He also used to fish perchs and burbots. Burbot soup...mmm...om nom nom...OK...now i'm hungry. After eating rice-rice risotto, i took refreshing swimming at the lake...It took a little my tiredness away that i could start to catch some dessert from the lake. I was like Johnny weismuller first time swimming...so fun."A HOLY M*TH*RFU*KI*G GIANT WORMHOLE" Where is my goddammiting fishing rod?...It's not in the backpack... "Where a H**L is it?...Godammiting grandmums alzheimers behemoths slimebag" This is a giant failure. After spreading my whole stuff on the beach...i remembered that that fishing rod is in my shed back at elektro. Yes,its there... This is so god damn nice...Mike...You left the... Almost crying and laughing, feeling rage...What to do now?...Walking in circles and mumbling It's late...Need to go sleeping and maybe i figure something tomorrow.God dammiting fox in the rathole!!!! Rise and shine Mike. Maybe its in brains already. Maybe this memory problems what i have been suffering is a sign of it...I don't know. Some things i remember quite good, examble that my father used to make his own fishing rods. Maybe i could do that also...Just rope and stick... I got also little bones with me...RIP Drago the chicken... From bones i could make little hooks...I had all the necessary things to make the fishing rod for me but... I think the tumors have been spreading to my nervous system also because i couldn't just make the rod... I tried to attach the rope to the stick but...No. I'm too sick to fish...Maybe i'm gonna transform for one of those sick people in towns... Maybe if i just wait here...Maybe better day comes and my nervous system falls back to normal. There gonna be better day...I Believe. Tomorrow...After a weeks or months...I don't have a year... Like Zakarius said...He's my doctor...Zakarius squirrel... He said, "When its in lungs...you have 5 months". I'll just wait here...maybe tomorrow i can make that rod...when i don't have any of these neurological symptoms. I just wanna fish. But damn, It's beautiful scenery -THE END OF THE BAD NEWS- Edited July 27, 2019 by kopo79 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
