Killing and the feel of it

[padawan1100 0]

Hi! I have been playing this mod for a few days, got pked a lot, and have 2 murders.

So, everything started with meeting a survivor (both of us were unarmed) in one of these factory halls you find in those little towns like Komarovo or Drakon, we both stood in front of each other, and after a few secs the guy walked away, after half a minute he came back with a hatchet..

Needless to say more, huh?

After raiding Balota Airfield, i got hands on a pdw and lots of ammo. Then i went to cherno. I went to the military tents next to the hospital. I heard footsteps there, and ignored it. Went into a tent, and encountered a survivor with a pistol. Started shooting at him with my PDW, in semiauto (Dunno why, but that was dumb). However, of course i died again.

Got killed another time by a sniper, and maaaaany Respawn kills :D

Now to the kills:

Approaching Balota Airfield from east, i went through these little tool sheds, going to the left side to enter some hangars, when i suddenly saw a barrel of a rifle in the door. I immediately dropped prone, and since an scoped m14 isn't really starter equipment, i emptied a m1911 mag in the survivor. Didn't feel very bad about that, since he didn't look like a noob

Another time i played on a nighttime server (new spawned, standard gear). Then i encountered some redglowing lights in a city. Because i got chased by zeds, i ran into town and tricked them by running through houses, when i suddenly see a survivor on top of the school building throwing Road Flares. We both hold eye contact for some seconds, then i go to the supermarket and pick up a makarow with some ammo. Because those zombies were chasing me again, i entered one of these restaurants. There i shoot some zeds, when the other survivor entered the house. With a crossbow. I kill the last zed, and turn around to the survivor. He was pointing at me with the crossbow. so i aimed at him with my pistol. 1 or 2 seconds passed, then i decided to shoot (i am definitely not a bandit, but i have moral). I emptied the mag in him, and he hit me with the crossbow. I died first, and some secs later i look at the chat: "Player (I dont remember his name) has died". I think that this was my second murder. Don't feel very bad either, cuz he pointed a gun in my face.

What do you feel, when you kill someone? Are you a bandit, a carebear or something in between? Let me know!

[JustThatEpic 72]

The only time I killed someone was for greed.

My heart starting beating fast.

I didn't kill him in the first shot and knocked him out. Then I waiting for him to get back up, and killed him with a full clip of a makarov.

Then I took his beans, his water, his bandages, and his ammo.

<3 you man