Kafein

So I hopped in DE 590. The instant I'm supposed to be able to start playing, I see "Kafein was killed", I'm sent back to the lobby but the death screen doesn't appear. In the lobby I try to spawn again but I end up on the coast without a single item. I still got my previous stats (zombie kills, blood etc.). The problem persists on other servers. I remember I had to try a few servers before DE 590 since others were stuck at "loading", and I closed the game using the task manager each time it happened. I'm quite pissed off right now since I lost NV goggles and a M16 ACOG -_- Is there some way to fix this ? Contacting server administrators ?

Glass bottle caps, Fallout style :D EDIT : any small, light, robust, widespread and otherwise useless object will do.

It probably has nothing to do with the ghillie suit since I never ever came close to one.