My first kill was somebody who followed me up a lighthouse ladder, I turned around and suddenly he was behind me. I probably overreacted..since I shot him about 20-30 times. That's what it took for the game to finally tell me he was dead, and I sorta panicked that he'd get back up after the first 2-4 shots not killing him. My second kill was a man walking along on the railway, I could see he had an m16 and at that point I only had my makarov. So I ambushed him for that m16. The first mag didn't take him down and he was bandaging, I could see him bleeding from several locations, and I slowly walked up to him while firing the whole time D:. I'd never had a rifle before that point, I didn't know where to look. I'd had an m1911 that I found in a house during my previous life, but I didn't know where to get more mags for it and had run out very quickly. I was very pleased with my m16 and single magazine of ammo. In general I've mostly stopped minding about killing other players, I find I gravitate towards gunfire to see what's up and maybe benefit from it, I don't deliberately hunt other players or go to packed areas with a sniper. If I see somebody coming my way alone I will usually take him out if he comes within about 200m of my location(i'm usually more cautious about coming out of the trees and looking around so i've yet to see somebody notice me first), especially if there isn't that much cover about. What i'm trying to say by half stealing your thread..is that I never felt guilt from killing people. I felt a bit weird that it wasn't needed, but I was always pretty happy to still be alive after it :).