superj (DayZ)

Hi, I am new to DaysZ. Started playing yesterday. After reading thru the Beginners Thread, I saw that my gear should also include a pistol and ammo, but I don't have that. Unfortunately I don't have any weapons. Is this, how it should be? Do I have to find a weapon? Is it also possible, to defend yourself with your hands (kicking zombies)? Thanks SJ