Well, when i was young about my 5th survival attempt i started in Elektro. I slowly looted me up to the north east of the town. In that time i didn't knew it would be a higly lootable area for the beginning. So when i finished looting the cafè i saw a dead body between the cafè and the school, so i looted it. For me it was like the paradize, as he got a compass, binos and an ALICE pack, may he got even more stuff but it's a long time ago so i can't remind anymore. After this i went into the school and logged off for half a hour. As i logged in again on another server i couldn't believe my luck! On the other side of the school another dead guy lay around! On his shoulder i saw my dream of this time a cz550 sniper rifle. Carefully looting him i found my first map in this game and you can believe me, looting him on this exposed position without any sniper shooting at you or any other player around was such an awesome feeling i got really excited. But then... A few meters away i saw something moving... I instantly dropped myself to the ground proning into a bush for hiding, not knowing the other guy walking directly towards me. as i turn around looking him in his face... i shot. I shot a full makarov magazine into him, when dropped as his bones were broken, even when he didn't shot back yet, I reloaded and shot another full magazine into his body. when the flies show up and i knew him definitly being dead, i crawled to him and looked for anything he'd carried. I've found a nothing but a coke, a can of beans and a flashlight. I felt immensly sorry for him and i don't want him to think, that he was killed by an emotionless bandit. At this time surviving that long was hard for me, so i thought it'd be hard for him to, so i imagined him to be really angry, and swearing revenge and the dead upon me. I've never met him again, but i still feel awfully sorry for what happened, especially as i let somebody live later that day, and we teamed up, now having a nice bandit squad. Now killing don't mean anything for me anymore, as i've not felt the pain of loosing all and starting again to long. Time makes you the cruelst monster, whether you want or not.