@OP : You described EVERYONES first experience with DayZ LOL ! It's meant to be brutal , harsh and unforgiving. You WILL DIE ,you will get GANKED by rape squads , you WILL RAGE , but you will also progress ( eventually) and it WILL FEEL SOOOO GOOD ! And then you will DIE AGAIN and rage even harder :) Only 2 things certain in life , death and axes. Also ,next time don't piss in the forumgoers cornflakes though , because as you can see, your attitude towards them acts like a red rag on a bull . A good portion of the playerbase isn't as horrible as you make it seem , but hey , everyone needs a bandage sometime . I chopped a friendly up today , he was unarmed . I did it because I needed his bandage he spawned with. He was being chased by zombies and ran towards me , I apologised on the mic , told him I need his bandage and got it over with + got the hell away from the Z's ). I suggest finding a good group to play with ... It's something i'm looking for too atm . @The people that tore this guy a new one : Keep that for in Cherno .