I die atleast once a day trying to be nice but i still never shoot on sigh. I allways try to stay hidden and try to direct chat to see how they respond and if its looks like the are gonna kill me i get lost. This is not becouse iam stupid its just the way i think the game is the most fun. And its gets me killed allot so iam not so attached to my gear and it onely takes about 45 min to get new gear.