im turning to the kill or be killed method of thought now, even though every thought out kill pains me much. i have saved many people in the past, and got them weapons and ammo, then left them, and we were fine, but its whenever i team up with someone that is 'nice' back to me when i get in shit - heres two examples 1. saw a guy standing by a warehouse, was going to kill him, then decided to talk to him and he was friendly back, i even told him where an axe was i trusted him so much. so we were going along to elektro and we were attacked by zombies and my leg broke, i told him he could go on without me, and he said 'dont worry mate, im not leaving you behind!'. that really touched my heart (i know its only a game). so he scouted buildings ahead for morphine while i crawled along, and we came into communication with a guy heading our way who had morphine, so we arranged a meeting spot. on the way there, rnbna (my mate) got his leg broken as well, so we were both crawling together for the destination. the last thing that happened when i waited for him to catch up was the sound of the axe hitting me over and over again, then rnbna typing 'have you still got the morphine mate, sam (my ingame name) is dead?' 2. Just got killed by some other hatchet nut while i was going to meet up with player 'friendly' who had a group who were going into cherno, his group got killed as well. when we re-spawned we met up at a military base, did the old chatting and looting together, saving each other from zombies and stuff, then when we were almost at cherno, he was low on blood and asked me for a blood transfusion, so i gave it to him, then he offered me one, so i was waiting still while he begun it, then he cancelled and just shot me in the head. he said 'ahahah trust nobody' i am keeping friendly's words in my head. i have been betrayed too many times to not think like that. they arent the only two times by the way.