I've been killed so many times in the last two days, First I was ambushed by 3 people with axes, then I was shot at as I was moving across a field, then chased half way across the map by two dudes shooting M4's at me, but I still my hardest to help people on the game by giving food when I can, I do get the erge to kill people for no reasons sometimes tho and become a bandit myself.