pscl

Hello, I just logged in on some 11/30 Server from the normal Server-List and was spawned somewhere I've not logged out having a jeans, flashlight and battery.. This is shit compared to that my charakter was fully geared in advance! Is there a way to restore my orgininal charakter? Why was that happening - that Charakter reset? I really need help on this one because it's frustrating to start new compared to what i already achieved. Thank you very much pscl