Hi Emorelix, I am really sorry you have had a bad start to the Arma Derp servers. I personally started playing Day Z about a month and a half ago I guess and all I found was servers that provided hacking sob's once you got some basic gear. But I have found all the members of the Admin and server control team to be very fair and helpful in an unobtrusive kind of way. They have always been open and honest about rules and changes that have been made and there have been many made in the short time I'v been here playing. I have always found a sympathetic but very fair ear when faced with the frustrations of day z and I have learned the realities of the game through there honesty and direct approach to things. I am also a fairly new gamer in general and so it has been hard for me personally to come to grips with this complex social structure that is the internet, I to had a bad day in day z today but I didn't blame anyone but myself and then proceeded to jump from the largest building in Cherno which was only fitting for my own stupidity. You'll be missed mate. Gill