tuckerfoxy

So I have been playing Dayz for some time now and the way I have been playing has suddenly stricken me with pain and agony. Ever since T-Dog died on the Walking Dead, I knew I had to do something in order to keep his angelic presence alive. That something was to become a friendly player in the virtual zombie apocolypse. My plan was to abandon all of my heartless killings as a bandit and become a friendly player. The only problem is, how can I do this? I have killed so many innocent people it became a sort of muscle memory. I have this lack of trust in everyone and I am sure they don't trust me one bit. So how can I begin to gain back humanity to get rid of this bandit skin. How can I become a friendly looking player once again. To regain that trust that I have lost.