I know that feel bro. I have much more fun freshly spawning, running to cherno/elektro, gearing up with an ak, switching to a high population server, killing random players for an hour, dying, rinse repeat. The whole thing some people do, gather gear, hoard cars, make camps, and being afraid to fight people because you don't want to loose your as50 and L85A2. If you're looking for somebody to play with, and you're not 12 years old, I would play with you.